Wednesday 17 January 2024

I removed all social media from my phone and .......


this little cartoon made me think!

Tricky subject this one, social media and my relationship with it.  I just began to feel uneasy, a stirring of uneasiness that I could not leave alone. So I did what I do, think for a long time, holding on to a thought, direction pointing to 'social media'. These pieces of thoughts have, over the time,  become more connected and easier to share hence this attempt to describe my experiences and observations. Being absolutely clear this is about how I need to manage social media in my life, and how I recognised that my approach needed to change. 

Let me begin with the positive I am a half full individual 'powered by optimism', I am not some  cynical man, sick and tired of the endless streams of trivia and fashion, the what's new chat  that can clog up our phones and lives. I found and find myself liking a lot of content, I like a lot of the  ideas and views expressed by lots of folks and businesses and will continue to encourage and act on things I find of interest.  Social media  is being used to connect with people of similar interests, friends and family and also inspire us to travel and achieve beyond our comfort zone. That is all good! You can, of course, run your business entirely via social media and get very savvy with adverts, content and your niche market, I completely understand; I see and have experienced this, if I click on some content that sort of content is suddenly part of my stream and then it does become click bait for sure. I can also see folks enjoy constructing creative content. I have learnt a lot over the past few years that is for sure. I even went online for some extended yoga study time, and of course, I also work for a distance learning university, but being clear 'online learning' is not the same as social media. 

One thing I did do, which was a positive  for sure, was to share my very long journey to the handstand, social media makes you accountable, at the beginning anyway, you have placed your flag in the sand, you are doing this!  I enjoyed sharing that journey, now it is an embedded practice with occasional posts. 

Social media can also share, in a very rapid way, local and international news, events and world affairs. Yes, keeping up to date and being informed of shocking and/or upsetting events is also important for sure. There is a sense that with social media the world can look on and some of the political decisions made in smug quiet confidence, that might have been made in obscurity a few years ago now  have not only the regular political accountability (in democratic states) but also the mass of humanity watching and sometimes responding in a collective manner,  although the level of passivity can be surprising at times as our senses can be numbed by the repeated exposure to catastrophe and human suffering. We can become sterile and even find the views of suffering and destruction entertaining which is deeply troubling to me. 

The reasons I decided to remove all media from my phone were based around the key areas of sensory input, distractions of the mind and attachment, clearly these three areas are  connected. Here read attachment as the shocking data of screen time and pick up's of my phone. Asking my teenage tuttee's their average screen time/day was over 6 hours on their phone. Mine was moving to 5 hours, something was up! What the hell was I doing? I could not help but notice my instinctive 'pick up' of the phone. I had notifications turned off, no noise, no red flags but still the 'pick up' the scan and scroll. Considering one of my roles is a very part time yoga teacher where we discuss habits and how we create habits (good or bad)  this was one habit that needed to be unpicked head on. 

My phone is useful, for sure, I can access spreadsheets, answer emails, do my tax returns, invoice folks, check on eventbrite and other useful travel apps as well (love the Citymapper app) and checking on holiday options:) and yes,when using social media sharing some lovely times when attending or leading retreats all lovely stuff. 

An insightful moment and piece of information worth sharing was when I was listening to a psychologist on some podcast (name eludes me) stressing that our mind can cope and has evolved to be in direct contact with other humans, here I mean physically and mentally. The responses, support, community and family ties exhibited by apes and us are tangible and strong. We feel it and can sense this in others. (By the way mental health issues in tribal folk are very low compared to developed worlds) We are not wired to respond and emotionally engage in the amount of connections that are available for us through social media. Even with the most positive of intentions, staying in contact with folks only via social media for me, was more unsettling than I initially thought. 

I kind of like walking and talking, chatting and having a laugh, with a few folk who are present, not so much large groups of people but here discount super intense crowds such as Glastonbury which I love! 

I did not plan to decide on a day/hour to delete the media I just said 'do it, do it now' and I did. I also decided  not to delete my FB business page from my laptop or stop interacting with my only FB group, that was fine. The experiment was and still is the relationship with social media on the phone. Now, I could go on and on here but I am going to offer you some observations so far and thoughts for the future: 

Short term observations, lasting 1 week. 

1) I kept looking at my phone, sometimes picking it up, then placing it down!

2) sometimes wanting to take a picture but I resisted the urge. 

3) I could sense the mind was restless, not turbulent, just restless 

4) these short term effects lasted a week 

medium term, where I am now

1) less distracted mind, drifting nicely, moving through the day. 

2) check the phone for emails (work email server is NOT on the phone), diary review and whats app messages 

3) take pictures but only to post later via the laptop 

4) do check social media and FB via laptop but only 1 /day

5) sleep is better, I was tired! 

Long term 

1) I think this is a permanent change. 

2) post via laptop and walk away, this means I have to create content not idly post 'stuff' and then scroll through stuff 



Monday 11 July 2022

Injury the helicopter view.


My next topic for discussion and reflection is injury or injury avoidance. There is so much out there on injury and I think sometimes written in a 'clickbait' triggered way. Creating a more resilient you will be at the heart of the discussion.

Things to consider is that word resilience; one definition 'capacity to recover quickly from difficulties' or 'the ability of a substance to spring back into shape' 🙂. Resilience is like a tree that bends in the wind, it needs to otherwise it breaks. The root system is healthy, the nutrition is good. You can't see the activity of a tree but it is there. Likewise mental resilience does not mean toughness but an appreciation of the ebb and flow of life. Being resilient to injury therefore fundamentally is one about approaches and appreciation of our being.

That seems a tad 'out there' but how often do you run with a niggle, push too hard, feel the need to squeeze workout after workout otherwise you will 'lose' fitness. Creating the conditions to develop a mental and physically resilient body threads together a lot of considerations. Yes, I do understand if you fall over, break an ankle etc, that is something that cannot be avoided that is the first dart of suffering it is the second dart, the response to the injury physically and mentally that is under our control. 'a calm sea does not make a skilled sailor'. All the best everyone have a good rest of the week.


As I chat on about injury there is one element that I have met quite often and that is the 'fear'. 'What if I get injured again?' this comment usually relates to a chronic injury, the stubborn persistent niggle/pain that won't go away. The usual suspects are plantar, achilles, knees and piriformis but lower backs can rear their lumbar head! What is interesting is when I drill down a little more. These conversations I have with runners are so important, the background sets the tone. I might ask 'can you remember when you became aware of the injury?' good question. Usual response 'can't remember, been here, it feels like for ever!' Oh , I think not such a good question then:) 'Have you changed your training, increased miles/changed kit/shoes?" this sometimes gets a response but runners will change the obvious. 'these shoes are awful' and away they go to the EBay store. That is where I get my shoes from! I then ask 'have you visited a sports physio/researched?'. At this point the runners split into two camps 'No or Yes'. If they have I ask them about the exercises or diagnosis and really the killer question 'do they consistently do the exercises/strength work' 90% of the time the answer is no' .

The main observation I would like to share and these are observations, is that consistency and other work to support a chronic site is essential. I have a dodgy right knee, I perform little strength exercises most days. I am not going to scan my knee via an MRI. Some of you know that the pain discussion is so complex and I am going to avoid the pain chat.

There is quite often a resigned fate as well, to the injury, the niggle the pain. Is it form related, does the focus on movement help, yes it can for sure but not always. A supportive yoga/pilates/integrated movement session does work, honestly my lower back used to fire up at aged 17, you might have a fundamental weakness but ignoring the scaffolding and structure around the site is, I feel, to be avoided.

Without going on and on. Resilience is a word I discussed before, the word to consider now is consistency but not just running but form a consistent and habitual practice that supports your movement (walking, bending, functional) running is an extension of that and if you are more serious refine the areas to focus on. Stronger balance, spine and hips/glutes area although I tend to argue the body connects so a dodgy weak little toe is also to be avoided!! Running exposes us and also cultivates a more aware you. You do become sensitive to your body and how previous days intake of 'what ever' affected your morning's run. Developing a personal practice is at the heart of this chat, habits are habit forming and my final point and quote is 'good and what is not good, do we really need to be told' without doubt every single runner I have coached has had a gut feeling that they needed to either reduce intense sessions (they are getting injured), increase strength work (they are getting injured), rest (they don't rest enough), diet is shocking or could be improved (only good fuel in a ferrari!). This way you can enjoy your running at whatever level you are, from recreational to professional. If ever I was asked to offer opinion on professional coaching it would be the rule of 1% , micro changes that accumulate similar to the SKY team and the tour de france. Leave nothing to chance!

 My next offering in some reflections on injury is 'decisions'. Don't be scared/frustrated by beginning a planned run and noticing a small niggle (It'll be fine) or feeling tired (I will get better, you might give yourself 20 mins easy running before making the 'fatigue decision). Even half way through and the niggle increases in intensity, make a decision and don't run through the pain. Ask yourself are you competing? If so, who with? Understanding why we decide to keep going when we really shouldn't is interesting. Nadal has just pulled out of Wimbledon(2022), amazing, there he was in a semi final he might not ever make it again to the semi final of wimbledon (he might

🙂 ) put he pulled out! Why? I suspect because the injury would have been so damaging that he might not have been able to play again at such a high level. Top end athletes don't run through injury or compete. Why do we? Consider that thought, running to the point where your injury might mean months off or worse compared to a week off and pop onto a turbo, walk, and rest? A small post but perhaps the biggest one in terms of listening to your body and making a decision to change before the run/during the run and altering overall practice plans. Next post next week is about the quality of our rest. That word quality is key. Have a great weekend folks. Hydrate it is warm:)

Rest, it feels like a rude word to some runners, but a few years ago as I watched another(!) documentary on Kenyan running one of the commentators mentioned that if there was a gold medal for sleep the Kenyan runners from Iten would win gold all the time. Sleep and rest are not to be avoided. in our busy lives we tend to squeeze training in and hence ramp up the effort 'just in case' we lose fitness. Resting is the only time your body can rebuild AND grow. As the Norwegian running community share 'you cannot make the cake and eat the cake at the same time'. I am not a fan of training tired, I have heard of this method and sort of understand it but I can't help feel you are placing your body under stress. You feel tired therefore rest. Pushing your boundaries if you are training for something takes time, give yourself the time, rest, recover and grow as a person and runner. The other issue is resting and sleeping for the mind not just the body. A Good sleep does wash the mind, it seriously does, you should wake up after a good nights sleep bright eyed and alert, not groggy and sluggish. This state of mind of course links to mindfulness and meditation which I am a big believer in. There are a few triggers which you do need to look out for and should alert you when you need to rest or you are in a state of fatigue induced by running/over training I know there are other forms of fatigue such as work fatigue or fatigue induced by chronic conditions! .

Make these triggers a thing of the past make rest part of your overall practice. Some triggers I have noticed and read about:-
a) increased heart rate, longer recovery time
b) infections and lower immunity
c) state of mind, sluggish, difficult to focus, distracted or too focused, need to switch off. You almost know this but just can't unless injury stops you!
d) performance decreases, if you are into this, I am a little I have noticed all that apparent effort has no effect! Time to rest!

I don't mind resting from running by doing some light turbo work, and I do various yoga practices that I can dip into for recovery, more active at times and my morning practice, which is a very personal practice, that relates and links to the wider Yoga aspects. But resting completely, allowing the body and mind to settle is not and should not just be for the holiday you have booked. Hence the retreats are an ideal time to understand the power of rest/activity and simply being present, the penny dropping moments where I see people actually soften, their faces and bodies relax, it is a palpable experience and very real.
I could go on about rest, but everyone I have spoken too all admit they could rest more and be less busy, find more time for themselves. You cannot pour from an empty jug. Rest is not laziness it is about being compassionate and being more aware of your needs. Place these first and you can give more!

The words I have used to weave together the injury discussion have been resilience. Aim to develop and create a resilient body and mind through supportive practices and overall running programme. The next word was consistency, I do meet a lot of runners who move in and out of running so their bodies adaptions to running are never entirely fulfilled. The next three words are clearly linked and substantially refine your running practice. These are strength, endurance and speed. Generally these words pair up;- so strength and endurance, think running up a long hill the fitter your body is (lactic management, the more sustained this is). Speed and strength, think power and acceleration here, the ability to change speed easily or sprint. Speed and endurance, the faster 10K or whatever distance linked to tempo runner.

A little more formal but next time you consider a running programme consider the two key words resilience and consistency and then underneath the three words that combine strength, speed and endurance. It is how these words combine and your response to the training do you begin to understand your own body type. MIne is definitely strength/endurance, I forget the three body types in Ayurvedic descriptions(I think my dominant type are Vata and Kapha) but some of you will be speed/endurance or other. Don't get too bogged down with this though, encourage a flexible training programme that has a little bit of all three. I love to try and run quick, over a distance if I was being super honest with myself and wanted to compete again it would be 400m or maybe 200m at the masters level of course! I just don't get motivated by the track as I prefer space/nature and stillness sod the speed:) That is it easy right:)
resilience<=>consistency developed through strength, endurance, speed mix. Complete runner and mover as well, includes walking by the way!! have a great day folks

Wednesday 29 June 2022

Energy and efficiency, fat burning:- a perspective.

  In all my work, studies, and observations the bottom line is that we are an endurance animal, our energy systems are aligned to this hence we can keep going. A few years ago now I was intrigued by the amount of food the Kenyans were NOT eating, they were not matching calorie intake at all but eating a lot of vegetable and pulse diet. Move across to Mexico and you have the same, written about in ‘Born to run’ you have the Tarahamura Indians who seem to run forever in sandals and vegetable paste! The Kenyan athletes have a high VO2 but not the most, they burn better, the Oxygen is used more efficiently for some reason.  There was a TV program called Tribes I think with the Scottish naturalist Gordon Buchanan, he trekked with the Kalahari folk in Southern Africa. He tried to persistence hunt with them, bottom line, no way, he could not follow them very well, they appeared to drink far less during their hunt and live on a few berries and roots (high in energy but not 2500 calories!). I can hear you say Genetics, but it turns out that the genetic discussion has been drilled down up in Kenya (again) it turns out that the genetic differences between Kenyans and us are not as big as we think, we are very closely related. The one major difference by the way between Kenyan runners in Iten is their light lower legs and generally small frame that does make a difference. Energy output and weight is important that is nature described by physics, bigger folk need more energy! BUT you can change your system to a degree, hope for us all, I think.

 This energy discussion is important because the normalization of the human body to move to an efficient system of energy is a subtle one for sure. Reading further and practicing (more on this later) you can alter your metabolic rate to some degree by slow easy running and other practices as well. Conscious of my body type and overall ‘Diesel engine’ endurance machine frame I was keen to perform some sort of lengthy experiment. Nothing mad, nothing drastic almost questions such as ‘what if I do this……..for…..an amount of time…what will happen….etc’. If I change my diet what happens, will I notice, if I do this or this what happens if…….’ I could go on but  the next post, next week will outline post by post some of the changes I made, not on diet (too lose weight) but around energy systems and hence, the change in body mass. To answer some of your thoughts I don’t bonk out, I don’t hit a downer as much, I have more energy now than before for sure. Yes, rest is part of the deal, so I do sleep for the just and know how to stop. 😊

Post 1: what I was doing.

We continue with the weight loss chat, remember it was not about diet and losing weight for body image or other health issues, but I changed the conversation in my head to energy systems and efficiency. It just wormed into my head for the reasons outlined previously.  However there were a few things that I was doing before the key changes. I was practicing yoga most days, running around 25-30 miles a week and generally ‘all systems were fine’.  This, however, is an important share. My vastly better half menu plans for the week. Yep, writes out the meals and then buys the food for the list. I have tried by the way but every time I get the books out and say, ‘Oh that would be nice’ the usual response is ‘no, not sure I would like that’, ‘how about that, or this’ I reply, ‘no, not sure about that either’ comes the response. I shrug my shoulders, only been married 27 years😊 Hence the menu planning is not me. We are also vegetarian with about 90% vegan diet. Don’t buy prepared foods/meals and of course I bake bread you HAVE to bake sourdough bread folks😊 . We tend not to eat sugary snacks or desserts. I do like dark chocolate. If we make a cake, please eat the cake. Treats are fine in our house. Ok so that is the land described to you. Repeat, this chat is not about weight loss but energy systems. I have this discussion open on my laptop and a pile of marking and assessing to do at the same time, so this little writing break is useful for me.  Have a great weekend folks, more to come and I will post this onto a BLOG after I have written this with some references and links.

 

Please read before jumping to 1st change😊

As I reflect and consider posting these observations on energy/weight loss (please track back if you missed previous posts) the one thing I would like to stress is that I tend to triangulate advice. Reading, Observations, and practice. Also this was an experiment on me, not you, the human body is very subtle, those little responses do need listening and responding to.  However, I do meet a lot of runners and other folk who read a lot and then I ask ‘do you do any of this’ answer is usually an informative read and book recommendation and for some reason a lot of the diamonds out there don’t get tried on! I have boxes of books, maybe more than 100 plus books and by now I am beginning to sense some common features underneath the journo books and the mighty gravitas of well referenced science journals. Oh, don’t assume because a scientist has written=quality, a quick check of the ‘dull thud of references’ will give an indication of quality and also note any bias in terms of sharing points of view (just saying😊 ). So here we go first observation based on practice supported by some reading is:- drum roll please.

Post 2: 1st change, get used to running on empty pushing out the time a little each week. Ensure to fully hydrate the day before! If you do this, awesome, well done and I am sure you have found your energy levels zoom through the roof.

The first change and this was an incremental one, over time, was to get used to running on empty. However, I am not talking here about ultra-running or long endurance races where you and I need protein/carb mixes. I am talking about extending some of your running and associated dependency on gels/drinks.  You do need to do two things and really do note your micro responses over time, that is important. Things like amount of sweating, running lows and overall sense of energy and even thirst responses.  About 5-6 years ago I began running with my buddy every Friday morning (9:30am) almost without fail, but because he was coming back to running from a long layoff, we began real easy running maybe 5 miles.  As an aside the joy of running in the working week in the morning made us both smile. We were relaxed old blokes I can tell you!

I had drunk a green smoothie, so I was in a sense running pretty much on empty. We would carry the usual hydration because our intention was to increase the distance by a very small amount each week but keep running, as one ultra-runner shared this piece of advice, run as if you are a ‘bit embarrassed to run’, that runner won a jungle ultra a few years ago😊. This slight increase in distance, running very slowly, matches all the science out there on building an aerobic engine that is for sure (Phil Maffetone, heart zone training (zone 2) 80/20 etc). The body begins to adapt and move into the fatty deposits (Runners World, the runners body book(J Dugas) is very good) , and BIG energy reserves ( 1pound of fat is around 3800 calories!! ) . You begin to re-condition your energy systems BUT you DO need to increase distance, the body adapts so well that it stays at a ‘new normal’ if you don’t. In addition to this we were both fully hydrated before the run, I don’t mean a liter of water tanked down an hour before but a couple of litres of water drank the day before.

As we increased distance over the year (yes, a year!) to around 20 miles, train the body we noted we sweated less, drank less, and had more energy during and after running even though both of us were running on empty with very little food intake in the morning. Put on the spot I would say extend the long slow easy to run to around 1h45 to 2 hours, the fact that my buddy went longer meant we noticed at around 2h 45 mins we were getting hungry, much longer in time than previously though.  What is also important to stress is that the physiology of my buddy is completely different to me, I am a Toyota truck he is a Ferrari sprinter. He could happily do and still could if he could be chewed😊 run 43-44 minutes 10K at the age of 56 but we both felt the effect. That was a surprising observation and an important one. You can’t really use ‘the build’ argument, it is there for sure for macro movement but at the micro level adaptions of energy cells etc we are similar enough. 

The hydration of my body I noticed is more important than the food issue, energy systems need H2O, slow down to create a more efficient you, train the body with real easy running but don’t think weight refocus, change the lens of objectivity, and focus on energy systems and tap into the human being that already exists inside us.

Tips. Change 1, hydrate, run really slow and run on empty ((almost))

1)      Hydrate like a trooper the night before

2)      Drink some smoothie (only) for breakfast, we use a blend of spinach and fruit.

3)      Carry some hydration and run easy and increase time on feet by a miserly 5 minutes a week

4)      I don’t stretch after the run, but I do walk a mile to cool down and drink coffee as well plus hydrate fully over the day.

5)      Small increases in distance, don’t think distance think time on feet, check watch for time not for speed, you won’t be going fast.

6)      We also do eat after the run, the book ‘good to go’ (Christie Aschwanden) does stress eating after but does myth bust a lot of the fuelling chat! After exercise I have a full pizza panini and coffee.

7)      These posts are not pointing to ultra/long triathlon endurance events. You do need to intake protein/carbs over long endurance events of course you do!

8)      Minor changes over time, it is a marathon not a sprint.

The last post I pointed to the give your belly some rest time, eat your last meal early evening. change.  Now to the next change and linked to the above change in a very considerable way. Always tricky to discuss heart rate but getting into this zone of aerobic training is very important. I have a saying and it is not mine ‘don’t argue with your breath have a conversation instead’. If you are fighting your breath, then the breathing and related and connected Oxygen/C02 system is not working efficiently. You can read more on this via Oxygen advantage (Mckeown) or Breath (James Nestor). Slow everything down so your breathing is easy. There are some heart rate discussions and guiding principles (Maffetone, etc) which I will avoid, and the reason is because I have met some very good runners whose heart rate was very high and runners who heart rate was very low.  This challenges a lot of new runners, or those wanting to improve. Some runners I have met, new to running can sometimes ‘bite of more than they can chew’ or as I stated in an earlier post you need to make the cake before you eat the cake. I am not offering paces here but as a point the Kenyan runners real easy pace for recovery IS around 9 min 30 mile! Very surprising and very easy.

I will keep stressing the point that this experiment has been on me, and has taken around 4 years.  I was and still am relaxed about the changes, I was not fixated, a change here, a change there but I always asked, ‘how do I feel’ at any moment. I think that is important to share at the beginning.

This little experiment on myself is about energy systems and the effect on the human body rather than a focus on ‘race weight’ which is a thing for sure or weight loss for health. These other considerations were not an issue for me, emotional or otherwise.

So now to the next change, remember the first change was to practice running on empty, a little longer each time, ensuring you are fully hydrated the day before. This next change is a linked one and I think probably, on reflection, more challenging than the first, but it was and still is a game changer for energy systems, quality of sleep and rebalancing your system or at least mine😊 This change is all over the internet, but I don’t like the term it is bolted onto it can feel quite ascetic and intense to be frank.

Change 2:- make sure to eat your final meal of the day before 7pm in the evening and do not eat anything else after this time. I know, right, you are out for the evening with some friends what do you do? You DO eat with them and enjoy the time, this is not a hard rule but a guiding principle, when at home we plan our menus and times to eat for around 6:30pm, therefore by the time I eat again my belly has been empty for at least 14 hours if not longer. Avoid sugary snacks in the evening, your pancreas is having a snooze after 8pm, your energy system is not geared to deal with food intake at this time of night.  You can read a lot about the need for sleep, what your body does during rest and why it is not a clever idea to eat late at night. Yes, this is called intermittent fasting but to be honest I noticed the effect before I came across the term! It has been around for thousands of years, referenced in Yoga literature and Ayurvedic advice. I do meet folk on retreat who have work patterns where this is a difficult one to follow, or partners who do eat late at night and happily munch on a takeaway. Retreat meals are usually at 6pm and breakfast at 8.30am so there is a good 14 hours between last and first meal.  The bottom line and a report on my own experiment is that my energy levels have ramped up, I only start getting hungry about 18 hours after my last meal and in that time  I might also have included a 13 mile run so something has happened for sure hence the share.

I do know there are ‘apps’ that you can buy into, it might be worth researching and this change does take discipline. I am no monk though because we do eat cakes, I do bake and eat well but the time I eat treats it is not late at night and of course, in moderation.  At my age I would rather fall ill for a few days and pass away rather than have poor health for 10 years. I suppose I am trying to bias in my favour being aware that my mother lived a super healthy lifestyle but was hit with strokes and vascular dementia compared to my dad who smoked and drank most of his life but lived to 90! He did do a few things namely drink a LOT of water (he was Greek, Greek’s drink a lot of NERO😊 ‘) and he loved Olive Oil and Greek salads, and REST boy could my dad sleep for Greece or the world for that matter! makes you think right, makes me think as well.

I could go on, ‘How not to Die from’…..Michael Greger is a good read on diet and disease.

Change 2:- eat your last meal at or around 6:30-7pm, try to avoid snacking late at night.

 

If you have been following my posts on energy and weight loss well done and thankyou😊 the next change is probably the most difficult to rationalize so I am not going to try and rationalize anything. It comes straight from the east, as B K S Iyengar states in his book ‘Light on Yoga’ (a hefty tome) ‘eastern minds, western thoughts’ is the blend I am aiming for. Firstly I like and enjoy wellness chats, the exchange of information, the reports, and the discussion with reading all super interesting and of course it makes you think a lot about the human body and, well, how simply amazing it is!

I do think, sometimes, we can get lost in the maze of podcasts, books, and journo articles it can become ‘have you read this or this….’ You try something for a few months/weeks and then gradually move back to earlier habits. Change can happen for sure, that is what, after all, I have been posting about.

This change is not really a change, more of a change of viewpoint, a subtle sense that the background of the mind has shifted a sense of how I engage in these ideas I meet and practice the suggestions.

As some of know I do meditate every morning and have written a list of noticeable outcomes based on meditation, which I might revisit as I have been reflecting on this for some time now. There is, however, one word I don’t think I stressed enough and was always the central message in the sessions led by Indra Mohan during the lockdown sessions. That word is peace, to find peace, stillness and calmness which can be carried throughout the day. Running can be a peaceful and joyful practice, those Kenyan and Ethiopian runners do smile a lot in their training! you can move in a balanced and a breath centred way. Your yoga practice and hopefully mine to, is not one of only training the body but also finding that inner connection, promoting and cultivating (one of my favourite words) peace, clarity and an ease of focus.

How does this connect with change and weight loss? I think that the ideas I have tried and pursued have not only been based on reading, observation and practice but also based on a peaceful and reflective standpoint. ‘They work, they don’t work, promising idea, bad idea’ no stress. I don’t get on my soapbox, something I think I used to do. Meditation seems to have created a calm and reflective background of engagement when considering and trying out ideas and practices. More reflective, less reactive, more proactive, more contentment, more generosity with the ideas and with the Self (capital S). As Ganesh Mohan stressed meditation is not only about THE act but encouraging a change of mental landscape, the mind wants to move to a quiet place, not a busy distracted place. A place where the mind can focus and concentrate for extended periods without effort is an important quality for sure.

Finally as I mentioned previously a relaxed body and mind is a more efficient system. Energy systems, etc are more in tune. Why Zebra’s don’t get ulcers is an engaging book, one of the chapters talks about stress and the links to weight gain/loss. Cultivating a relaxed and content mind is at the heart of this point and change. Bottom line I suppose is really do try and find that time to meditate in whatever form you find engaging and works for you not me, it is about developing a personal practice not just rolling out a script. I find myself smiling as I write this; A G Mohan has a saying ’if you find it difficult to meditate for 10 minutes, you need to meditate for 20!’

Enjoy the weekend folks.

Change 3:- meditate, practice and cultivate peace, you may be pleasantly surprised by what happens over time and in time

I have noticed if I DO eat late (link to intermittent fasting) and try to meditate first thing in the morning, I notice the mind is not calm, not steady, it almost feels preoccupied with the night before! Sleep was not good, food not quite right. You get the idea, right? If you approach from a completely different angle you can arrive at the same point. The same logical conclusions written from a holistic viewpoint.

There are three key changes to my lifestyle that I think have had a profound effect, not just a peripheral change here and there but on renormalizing my weight, note my weight is now at a steady 82kg it is not going down anymore by the way.

The three key changes are:-I am fully aware of the eastern practices on fasting.

1)      Hydrate fully the day before your long run and run on empty, a little more each time probably aiming for at least 1 hour time on feet making sure the perceived exertion level is easy.

2)      The last meal is usually around 6.30pm, no snacks and no sugar, having breakfast at or around 8am

3)      Breath work and meditation.

 

From a runner’s body chat this is still too heavy for endurance running and really to ‘nail hills’ my understanding is the cut off is around 75kg. Where did I get that figure from? Listening to the tour de France commentators. It is to do with energy systems and watts output supposedly hence those big sprinters do not like those days in the alps and can sometimes get cut from the race.  I think body type does matter but at my little level not as much😊 and to be frank losing a few kg’s is possible for many folks rather than buying super expensive shoes.

My last point is to bring this all together about weight loss and energy systems. Where does the weight go? If you create a more efficient body, that is a more energetic system with less lows you are burning fat for sure. If you keep reaching for sugary snacks all day and have crashing lows or often tempted by the ‘sweet cupboard’ that is a sign that your mind/body is a glucose/sucrose machine. This is detailed out in science journals. Fat holds C, H, and O, carbon, oxygen, and hydrogen. The two by-products of fat burning are water and carbon dioxide. If you eat your last meal before 6.30pm, fully hydrate and run on empty once a week up to 2 hours max for a long run you create a fat burning energy efficient system. However considering atomic masses (I know right😊 ) H20 is released through sweat, wee and poo however the heaviest element, carbon, is released through exhalation only (Co2), which surprised me and accounts for 83% of the weight lost!! (I have been researching this one, can you tell). So these three points about meals (I am predominantly vegan in diet, I believe in the power of veg, protein is protein not animal or otherwise), hydration and running real easy creates the conditions to allow you to become a more efficient human being. In fact, I am going stress what the human machine is designed to do from birth. You renormalize your energy systems and physiological responses. Meditation is a core practice, creates the conditions for a balanced approach, an ease to the practice but also the breath work element I am pretty sure made me more of an efficient breather and energy burner(this needs researching to be frank, I need to do a PHD for this one ‘study of various breath patterns on the aerobic energy systems of the human body when running’ !!)

That was always central to my personal experiment.  If you are performing of course, then you do need energy and carbs as you will bonk out. I hear that a lot when following the ‘tour de france’. Remember I was not performing this experiment as ‘diet’ but as an energy experiment, the outcomes are more profound and connected than only losing a few kgs.

However intermittent fasting (from TedX chat)  is not for over 70’s, diabetics and  children in particular, you would need to discuss this with your doctor. I am not sure all doctors are up to speed with lifestyle, but the British Society of lifestyle medicine (BSLM) is, check them out. The one thing that I reflected on was that you do need a healthy relationship with food, I think fasting might fuel the negative relationship to food. That gut feeling was backed up by a nice youtube clip from a nurse discussing fasting as a tool to improve overall health etc.

That is it from me on this topic, all views are based on practice, observation, reading and reflecting over a three-year period. That might be regarded as enough for some folks of course.

Take care folks.


Friday 10 September 2021

Meditation:- what is it?

 Let us dive straight into the deep end. Perhaps I should have worn armbands to avoid drowning in the deep and often confusing waters of meditation. Meditation which include the practices of Mantra and breath work(Pranayama) is the only practice that I can say, without doubt, has transformed the activity of my mind. How I respond to situations. What I say, do, the quality of sleep and even how I move, keeping me light in tone and balance which before the practice I would have thought would not be an obvious outcome. I would stress I am very aware of Wim Hoff, Oxygen Advantage, Pilates, Calm, Headspace and my other small practice via the mindfulness association. All have benefits. 

Practicing stillness and encouraging a peaceful space inside us is one worth pursuing. However, it's hard! Whatever I say or get you to consider, there is no question that the feedback I receive from folks, runners, movers and shakers is......it's hard. What! Yes, being still, practicing stillness, practicing nothing much appears to be very difficult for people to do. Because you ARE doing something, no question. Behind the 'nothing much' is the intention, the breath and calming of those fluctuations of the mind which we recognise.

Why is it so difficult for people to do, this meditation thing? This is the key point and worth taking a little time to discuss and tease out. We are very much  in a constant state of distraction, attention deficit and overloaded with external signals from all sorts of artificial prompts, feedback, views and opinions. We are invited to interact, offer a 'yay, or nay, thumbs up or thumbs down' so many times during the day. Opinions swamp our thoughts and cloud our views, feelings and senses. If you are not busy, what are you DOING. You really should be DOING something. Our lives are organized in a very tight orchestrated manner, have you noticed how many reminders you get, how many times your opinions are sort. How your in box is full of stuff that seems to match your search history. All very clever, these algorithms track you, your views and behavior. Who is pulling the strings, who is the conductor? You or them, you know, those big institutions and organizations that seek to interact with you. It sounds very dark, Orwellian even and in this society of interdependence we can feel a little lost.  

Whenever I get lost or feel swamped I do close my eyes and think of one of my favourite clips ever on TV. The clip is a younger David Attenborough encountering the mountain Gorillas of the Congo way back in the 1980's. These beautiful animals sit, play, eat and relax. You get a sense of calmness, with these big animals.  The mind that is on show to me, is one of peace and a full integration with their environment. 

There, we have the word that I think is the source of the mental malaise that is being reported at an increasing rate. Our environment, the one we interact with the most, is not the one we evolved to interact with. Our environment is the natural world. Our minds and body settle here or over there! The Pandemic made us realise just how much we need nature we noticed how still our minds became when we walked and moved in the natural world around our local area. 

Tuning into simply being, being still, being alert with clarity, being aware of our internal senses is a practice that animals don't need to do. They are there. WE are the ones who are not there. The practice of stillness, meditation is about cultivating and encouraging a mind that is less easily distracted. The levels of focus and concentration over a period of time feel easier and less of a yoke. Samyama is a sanskrit word introduced in Chapter 4 of the Sutra's. We do recognise this word if I describe it thus; , there you are in an exam, fully focused, over time, everything is flowing, you are simply on point. Or, you are listening to a piece of music, reading a book, focused and present. You are less aware of the external senses and more aware of the internal you, the object of the focus is clear. You can also have the Samyama of Mathematics, astronomy, art, music and yes! Running , you get the idea. There are other words associated with this but Yoga is about encouraging what is already present and deep within us, the ability to 'see things as they are' not as they are perceived or interpreted. With this, suffering (Dukkha) is reduced and the associated emotions of  fear, desire and anger subside. 

Big ideas here, but we can sense them and taste them, even going for a wee run on my local beach. I keep this part of my life very simple, I like simple, I like playing, I also like to practice. Whatever is shared here as A G Mohan stresses 'don't take my word for it, practice'. 

see you for another Blog in a while. 


Wednesday 1 September 2021

The Yoga of Running (part 2 intro)


I love metaphors, I play with them, the image, the narrative and how the meaning of what you are trying to share is brought into sharper focus through the metaphor. They have  break points though, the reflection of the idea that the metaphor is trying to enhance and amplify can be infinitely extended is not correct. You can have some freedom but there are constraints. Really good metaphors can sit with you for a few years before you find a small chink in the description. That does not really matter, what matters is they have helped you make sense of a complex idea.

After that fairly long reason why I like metaphors here is a description of yoga I use with some metaphorical language to help us sense what Yoga is. I find it helpful. Too much formality clouds the issue.

Stare out of window and what do you see? Notice the smallest thing, focus on it, for one minute. It could be a leaf, part of a leaf, describe it, study it, focus on it, fully concentrate and commit to it.  After a minute or so (did you time yourself?) ask yourself 'where was my mind'. Probably no-where else. Those distracting, darting thoughts ceased. For a minute, the mind calmed, the senses diminished. You were you, the I of your function faded and Self made an appearance. Yoga is nothing special, in his book 'Zen mind, beginners mind, '(1970) Shinryu Suzuki states 'nothing special'. Don't look for the yoga mind and stress about doing something special, 'here I am doing yoga', look AT me. The yoga mind exists inside you. The access key, is you, you are the key holder and door opener. In a recent series of classes held by the Mohans', of www.svastha.net Indira Mohan stressed that cultivating peace and holding on to that peace in our everyday lives is a fundamental part of being human. We sense this, I think, but perhaps do not know how to cultivate and work with our bodies, breath and mind on a regular basis to encourage this feeling of Sattva (lightness and ease).

 You have to cultivate this practice, the fluctuations of the mind can cause disturbances and we lose control of our senses, we are quick to judge, make assumptions and choose language that does not precisely convey our understanding. The converse of this statement is the clear; the unobstructed mind, the mind at peace, where actions, thoughts and feelings combine with an intention fundamentally based on letting go of attachments, such as desires, fear and anger(Kleshas') is the mind that has transcended 'I' and moved to the Self.   

This feels heavy duty, Yoga thinking and descriptions can be complicated. Listening to my teachers discuss Yogic philosophy you can sense they understand the nuances of the landscape but yoga is not an academic exercise, not an intellectual pursuit. 

Runners have experienced a yogic state of mind, sensed this clear mind, the stilling of thoughts, the easing and softening of our body. It is not all about times and performance. When I am faced with yoga practitioners or yoga teachers who have attended a 1-2-1, I stress that the yoga mind is the running mind, the yoga breath is the running breath. Some feel challenged, some others state 'of course' and smile. There should be no difference to the practice on the mat compared to the practice on the trails.  If you find yourself fighting yourself, struggling with your breath when running or practising yoga this is not a practice that will sustain you in the long term (I almost said 'run' which is also physiologically true, short breathing is not a good aerobic habit). The practice of moving well and cultivating a sense of 'moving into stillness' is one that is worth holding onto. That mind can be moved into the world away from the mat,class or trails.

And finally, in this intro section, here is the sanskrit written in English for you, from the Yoga Sutra's chapter 1, verse (Sloka)1.2

'Yogas-citta-vrtti-nirodhah'   

My translation, which some yoga students would find appalling is:- The practice of yoga calms the fluctuations of the mind, allowing the mind to be clear and still.  I write this because this is what I feel, not what I think or have read.

Interestingly, the whole point of Yoga is met at the beginning of the Sutra's. not at the end. The rest of the chapters and verses are really a series of connecting statements that instruct the practitioner on how this state of mind can be reached, the practice and the dangers. 

We are now at the end of the beginning. A sense of what Yoga is about. Approaching your running with a yoga mind, may, just may give you new insights into your training, or answer that gnawing sense of something   missing from your practice. Who knows! My only advice is to give yourself some space to try out some of these ideas in this 'wee text'. It ain't a big read:)


 

Wednesday 18 August 2021

The Yoga of Running intro part 1.

 Yoga is a mighty big word, often misused or used in a way that implies 'exercise' as it is matched up with Pilates and other forms of movement in the West.  If I asked you to perform some sort of yoga, you might perform some lunge of a description, or perhaps bring your thumb and forefinger together and mouth 'Om'. It might look like Yoga, or at least the Yoga that you are aware of and seen via social media. 

There is nothing fundamentally wrong with taking a small element of Yoga and using it to help you with your running. If the movement works for you, that is, you feel the benefits in your movement please continue. This discussion and extended series of blogs is intended to  connect the experiences you feel and possibly sense during a run or your extended running practice and link them to a wider understanding of  the practice of Yoga. This shift in lens, or perspective might help you connect other practices such as diet, relationships and overall sense of Self under the helicopter view of Yoga. 

The first main point to stress is Yoga is part of the bigger family (Darsanas') of eastern practices such as Buddhism, these two practices in particular share many common features such as Mantra (repetitive singing and phrases) and Breath practices(meditation). The other point, and a fairly obvious one, is that the practices have been part of the fabric of human knowledge for thousands of years. Yoga is not a 20th Century phenomenon, lineage and the passing down of knowledge is a key aspect of my own teachers. They can track their teachers back to about the 10th Century. 

The other point to stress, and I suppose being constructed here, is that looking at our running through an eastern lens does give us a more connective or  more awareness to our mind/body connection. Western approaches have tended to view the mind and body as two separate entities. We treat the mind under the umbrella of psychology or psychiatry, whilst the body is treated under the discipline of medical science and rationalism. Nothing wrong here, without science and mathematics our understanding of our world would not be complete. I should point out that my first degree is in Physics. The moon is a long way without Newton:). However, the Chinese and Arab worlds had their forms of physical science and mathematics, long before the West emerged from the dark ages. This is not about West v East. There has been too much of that. Integration of western minds and eastern thoughts is the only direction of travel.

 The eastern approach is, in general, to unify and treat the mind/body as one entity. Yoga means to 'connect';  bring together, here the use of the word Yoga is about bringing together and amplifying the connection of the mind and body to help us gain clarity, inner balance, lightness of mind and of the body. We use a similar word 'synergy' which means to add value when two or more things combine, but this word only gives a flavour, a taste of  Yoga. 

 Through a Yoga lens the mind and body, cannot be separated. From a running perspective you will sense this, run angry, run tired, run sad, note how the feeling permeates your entire body and mind, regardless of how fit you are. Your mind has influenced the macro and micro state of your body. I remember teaching a group of teenagers in a school. Their gut feeling about the point of yoga was really interesting, they had less clutter and were keen to experience not only the physical practice but also the meditative and breathing practices. I stressed to one student 'we don't do Yoga, we are IN a state of Yoga, you should feel, light, clear and easy with your mind and body' (this is the Sattva state, more on this later). I did not give much thought to the interaction but the next week this particular student came back to me and said in her geordie tone 'how, sir, you waz reet, I was IN yoga definitely' and she smiled. This is the bigger point, when you and I run, we might feel in a state of ease and clarity, the troubles of the world have disappeared even for a fleeting moment, we sense the inner Self more than the I of roles, age, gender, health at the point you could say our minds are in a state of Yoga, the feeling of minimal effort, rhythmical breathing and inner calm is the state we sense. A yoga practice is about carrying this feeling into our wider lives, a yoga practice refines, amplifies and cultivates the mind/body connection.

I have coached a lot of runners who have a lovely lightness with their sense of Self, but I have coached an equal amount of runners ( of all abilities, ages and background) who have a very strong attachment to their running but they are almost running away from the fear of themselves, either trauma, stress or anxiety(this would be the Rajasic and Tamasic states of mind, more on these later:) ) .

The main definition of what Yoga is, how to practice and develop the practice, is from a  text called the 'Sutra's of Patanjali' these threaded phrases and statements cover 4 chapters and are a bedrock of Yoga knowledge. However, there are other major texts that also support this knowledge, extend and connect big ideas and maybe mentioned here in these series of blogs. If you become stimulated enough to want to explore these other texts I would strongly recommend visiting https://www.svastha.net/  for links and courses on texts such as the 'Gita'. 

Running books, of which there are plenty, have stressed either the training approaches or the mind/body connection. Books. George Sheehan's  'Running and Being' (Sheehan, 1978) and Sakyong Mipham 'Running with the mind of meditation' ((Mipham, 2012) bridged the gap between this mind/body connection. Other books such as the newly published 'Out of Thin air' (Crawley 2019) look at culture and the development of running, in this instance in Ethiopia, through an anthropological lens whilst Daniel Liebermann's book exercised (2020) takes a wider holistic of running as part of our evolutionary heritage. I could go on, the list is endless(I have a few books myself) as the continuum moves between western minds and approaches (technique and training) to eastern thoughts (flow and somatic experiences). Authors almost demand a 'piece of the running action', newness is to be shared, explored and sold on Amazon.  However let me share an extended quote from one of my favourite books 'Zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance' (Pirsig, Robert, M, 1974)and a view that newness and fashion results in plenty of distraction as we move from one idea to the next in a rapid scatter gun fashion. We are, in a way, as Jon Kabat-Zinn observes in a state of attention deficient. 

"What's new?" is an interesting and broadening eternal question, but one which, if pursued exclusively, results only in an endless parade of trivia and fashion, the silt of tomorrow. I would like, instead, to be concerned with the question "What is best?," a question which cuts deeply rather than broadly, a question whose answers tend to move the silt downstream.(Pirsig, 1974, page 17)

They key phrase 'the silt of tomorrow' will you be leafing through that running book you bought in 10 years time? Probably not. Will you be running in 10 years time, I really hope so!

Why do we run? The action is primal, we are wired to move, walk and run. It is the most efficient way to increase aerobic capacity, to oil our engine and improve our metabolism. It is part of us, there is no escaping this basic fact. I am not stressing athletics and top end performance, these achievements of which I am a very real and engaged spectator are the ferrari's/F1 of humanity. The fine tuning sports car with mechanics and background staff that do support the athlete. However as Kipchoge stated 'without discipline, you can never be truly free'. Here we get the sniff and sense of something subtler going on when we choose to run.

 Running is a discipline, I have coached and played many sports in my time.  I was the annoying young man who was a 'jack of all trades' when it came to sports. The number 7 at cricket, the flanker, the badminton player, the doubles partner, the Volleyball spiker, the handicap 3 golfer aged 16, etc. However none of these sports are as pure as Running. There is a very straightforward connection to Yoga from a Running practice. This is the exploration, this is the journey. It will go beyond running for sure. Running is the tool by which to lever and explore the human condition. 

 


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Tuesday 6 July 2021

good feeling with the ground

'When we were young, we ran barefoot, look after our cattle. We developed strong ankles, you know....(gesticulating with hands as feet)we  had good feeling with the ground' Rudisha 2010

Pretty much nails it in one sentence. There are only two parts of our body that have evolved to be in contact with the ground namely our feet. That is it, there is no need for lengthy discussions about reasons why our feet need to be in contact with the ground. Our bodies evolved to be upright, to work with gravity, to be IN gravity (John Stirk and Gary Carter) hence and therefore, the body needs the signals from our feet (mainly) and other sensory inputs to keep upright, to keep in balance, to body sense balance.

Many times over the years I have shared the sentence above with the 'killer' video clip and the vast majority of folk nod. They may not have heard of David Rudisha (800m Olympic gold 2012 1m 40") but get the emotional connection with that word 'good'. Quality of movement begins from the ground up. 

Running and walking should feel good. However, when you watch most folks walk there is not a real sense of ease of movement and lightness of feet, not a 'good feeling with the ground', not a sense of 'in gravity of with gravity' but a sense of effort and drudging acceptance as a form of locomotion.

The quality of ground varies of course, consider the nature of the ground you run and walk on. In the developing and developed world we have flattened our environment, steam rolled out the lumps and bumps, even trails are flatter. I do understand access for folks here but consider our range of movement just in our hips as we climb over things and move across the landscape. Understanding our terrain and moving over it is a strong evolutionary drive. Wayfaring is a great expression (Out of thin Air, Crawley, 2020), it is how we move across the landscape that is as important as point A to point B.

Running and walking intelligently means coming to our senses and tuning into the landscape around us. Feeling and moving with ease, not fighting yourself, or fighting the watch.
 
 I stressed this next observation maybe two years ago but worth sharing again. When observing runners I listen first. Generally if I hear them with their feet and/or the quality of the breath I don't really need to look, I know what I need to look for. When I look at the runner I notice the overall shape of the runner moving as a sense(not fat/thin etc)and where the focus of runner is, where the eyes are, the head is, where they place their attention. I notice excessive movement, rolling and small instabilities, all of these observations come rushing in over a short period of time.  I then have enough information to work with. 
 
Tuning into the runner and getting the runner to tune into themselves will allow them to develop good feeling with ground.